Friday, September 16, 2011
...And Baby Makes 7!
I went home and took another test and it was also positive right away. I didn't tell Charles yet. I just asked if I could talk to him. I told him I was sorry for being so emotional lately. (I even cried for know reason while driving my car today). Also I told him I wasn't trying to be so tired all the time and I was sorry for sleeping more than usual. He said, "Yeah, you've been going through a lot, baby. It's okay," and he hugged me back. Right then I thought to myself, "Man, I have the best husband ever." Then I held up the pregnancy test and said "Here's why." He said "What's THAT? What? (Gasp) Are you pregnant?" He got a HUGE grin and gave me a BIG, BIG hug. He said "That explains a LOT!" Haha. He went and got the kids and excitedly told the kids God is giving us another baby. Their heads slowly turned towards me and everyone had huge grins on their face. Well, except for sleeping Ashley and baby Caleb who was cuddling his big brother. They were so happy and all said they were hoping it's a girl. Ryan shouted, "I bet Caleb is so happy he gets the be the big brother finally!"
Well, I get nervous every single time. EVERY TIME I find out I'm pregnant. A million scenarios go through my head. Wondering if I have the patience, finances, Charles was just thinking about going back to school, if my van is big enough (no it's not). I was thinking about my health and what happened last time. I thought about "friends" I had lost in the process because they were so angry I was pregnant the last time. Charles had just lost is job last time I found out I was pregnant. This time he has a job and insurance. I have to thank God for taking care of us. He's always provided.
God designed families. NO MATTER how many times the world says it's time to quit, no one, NOT ONE, has been able to show me a scripture about limits. I don't know. God was pretty detailed about explaining things. Some must think He forgot to adds limits. Maybe he was too busy and forget to add that part in the bible.
I really need to come up with a new name for my blog but I'm just not really creative.
Finally I get to be a part of this blogroll. Yay! I've waited for so long. LOL
Written by Unknown at 8:30 AM