I didn't want my last weeks with Jaxon to be a nightmare. I look forward to every day but I embrace each day. I've learned to enjoy living in the moment rather than thinking fun is around the next corner. I felt serious guilt wanting Jaxon to come out and I felt robbed of my last pleasant weeks with him in my womb. This is been such an amazingly, joyful pregnancy. When a mom is that sick, taking care of kids is extremely difficult. Charles ended up taking off work to care for them. I'm so excited to have my life back, my babies back and I don't complain anymore about how many times I have to potty being pregnant. Not being able to potty for 2 days at a time was extremely scary. Not to mention being only able to eat one meal a day.
Here's to an amazing 12 days before Jaxon is here! I may lose sleep again once he comes but at least it'll be for a sweet, little one. Not some dumb sickness. :D